This listener is in a dark place of need that he/she cannot express except through a poem below. Please take the time to read it and to pray as this person prays for others on our prayer list. Thank you.
My husband and I have filed for him to be able to adopt my daughter, who he whole heartedly loves and takes care of like his own flesh and blood. Her biological father has not seen her since she was a baby and has been in and out of jail ever since she was born as a lot of secrets he was hiding came about when I found out I was pregnant with her. He was supposed to have been served his paper work while in jail to be able to respond to the motion for adoption, however the jail did not deliver his paper work to him and sent it back.
We are grandchildren to my nana who is in need of a Kidney. She has been on the kidney transplant list for two years and we have been praying hard that God will provide one for her. She works very hard all the time to take care and support her family. My Nana is a Christian and truly believes in GOD and we all have faith that he has this. We wanted to do this for her because she does so much for us and we love her very much.
I definitely feel like I've been in the desert, and after the last few days, I also feel alone, abandoned, and trapped. I know that the Lord is there, even though it feels as if He has forsaken my son and me. The needs keep adding up, but the solution is nowhere. I've lost faith in others. Nobody really cares, and the ones that do always have motives that either condemn you or want to control, even if they have good intentions.
I have recently rededicated my life to Christ and am facing some major life decisions. Please pray that God will guide me and place my life on the course He desires. His will be done.