Three days ago my stepdad had another heart attack. This is the 2nd time in 4 months. This morning the doctor called the family in to make final preparations. My heart is so heavy right now. Please keep my family in your prayers.
I want to give everyone that prayed for my prayer request for a broken heart last year appreciation. I was heartbroken last year but this year I am receiving healing and continual healing! God has now blessed me with a boyfriend that respects me and God is working through my current boyfriend to bring healing to the damage of being disrespected that my previous boyfriend caused me. I feel like a princess when I am with my current boyfriend compared to feeling like a slave when I was with my previous boyfriend. God is good!
I know God has been working in my life, and in my son's life. He provided me a job over the summer, so I would have an income. He provided me enough work after the school year started to be able to pay my basic bills (minus rent). I know it's the grace of God that I am still in school and doing good. Still, there are so many needs, so many questions I need answers to, and although I know God is at work, I can't help but wonder if there is more I need to be doing to continue to improve my situation.
I am trying to forgive my husband for a 2 year affair with another women, with getting in trouble with the law(facing jail time), an alcohol addiction and pornography. I have been worried about getting hurt again and worry only means I am not trusting God. I know He does but I am being attacked by the devil. Triggers keep getting in my head and heart. My dh is trying his best now, has accepted Jesus(PTL), gone to AA and has been doing everything in his power to try and treat me right. We are spending a lot of time together and going to church. We both attend Bible studies at our church which is very new for us.
My daughter has two children to raise alone. They are 5 and 2. She has lost her job also and has been staying in a trailer with floors caving in and maybe even termites. It used to be mine, but it's all I could do for her. Bills are hard to pay and they have hardly any food. I don't know what to do as I don't have much myself. I've prayed God would send help soon. She's trying her best but everything just keeps knocking her down. Please pray. Thank you.